T WHO IT MAY
CONCERN , APRIL 2ND
DETAILS WILL FOLLOW SOON
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Dear Love Angi
to whom it may concern was my first work reference that I got, it was from the Hotel Caesar in Eilat. Since then I like this Title for some of my legalizations. I know, at times I have completely overdone.
I was always proud to send out my opinion, changes and legalisations with you.
At times it was definitely difficult to get along. Perhaps it was meant this way. To publish the most deepest feelings Android thoughts is a complicated procedure.
I have increase those publishing recently. Things have changed so much. The fact having long covid without be recognized a long time, brought me down and the consequences are, that I have lost mor the 50% on my energy level since now and in long term. One of the reactions was leaving the h away from my name, that’s the reason I m Jon. The loss of energy brought me to borders and I had to disconnect certain character parts from me, and the loss was humanity (thats wy Jon with out H(umanity). Is and was one of the most cuttings in m life. That made me more sensible and then I started to realize what is going on in economies. How an Society Anonymous gets power over one. Bosses , responsibles, companies are humans, but as soon the get this economy power the get changed uo to being bad.
Working for the red cross and with starting the war, where the treated telephone demands of refugees, as a priority 0 at the place I work, but me into the situation of having to leave or I would be responsible at last. Postscriptum to interview and stand up brought me enemies that they started to treat me bad up to very bad reputation. Changing to a security company with non empathic men (no women) has given me the rest and as a only way out I had to quit the job, otherwise I would have dropped dead at place. The first reaction was again heart influence and water on the lungs.
The situation at the moment is, that I have to find a new way within Society. And know the way ti continue like this, for me, does not go and work any more. I tried to my deepest.
Its like my running away, many times since I ve been 16teen, at place without for the first time at place.
Funny enough, that’s the way I wanted to go. And know that the way is here , I totally afraid and anxious. But , as in the olden Days, I cannot got back form one f my decisions, that’s probably , who I manage my live experience, gibe me my own gains, and that have to fulfil them.
What I loose time is to adapted to my daily situation. That besides the personal caring, former society helpings. And the bye the way looking for new jobs (in halve a year to 2 jobs, that with 58.). I wane leave the relationship with me. All that takes time. And my time is running away. On March 2nd I quit Job without having something else. I was sure to get something immediately. But up to now, nothing. That sets a panic in. At the moment to avoid a health irreparable situation at work, I got a doctor attest. So I got a few days to breath.
Love you, Jon , April 2nd 2023.